erin elizabeth

My parents are divorced so I have quite an abstract look on relationships and love and all that crap. I'm in a relationship now, and I think I am constantly trying to find something that's wrong with it. I don't know why I do that, well I have a few ideas on where that part of me comes from.. but how do I change it? I know plenty of people with divorced parents who have no problems with their current relationships. But not me, no I've always had issues with trust, commitment, all that stuff. I pick fights, I guess for a sense of rationality since my only reference to a couple has been a destructive one. Who knows.. maybe I haven't found the right one, or maybe I'll never let myself.